Got a new job
where I get to help people with disabilities ALL DAY EVERYDAY (5 days a week). I will now have a purpose in my life, finally. Also, I get a car and stuff for it, and will be working with a team of 9 women who all just want to help people. Also, my new manager told me her “passion is social justice.” Couldn’t think of a better person to work for.
Never explain. Your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe it...– ~Elbert Hubbard, A Thousand and One Epigrams (via acollectedgentleman)
I dreamt about you all last night, and the life we had planned together. I can’t seem to fathom that all these plans are now lost and will not eventuate. In my dreams I could see you clearly and I was so afraid of losing you, and when I woke up, for a minute there, I thought it was only a nightmare and you were still next to me. The reality was almost too bleak to bare when I reached for you...
ded2me: I find it incredibly disrespectful when I’m made to feel like my emotions are irrational or invalid.
What does it matter that my love couldn’t keep her. The night is full of stars...– Pablo Neruda - Saddest Poem (via colourthysoul)
Anonymous asked: I think you're gorgeous, you should post pics of yourself more often :).
Relationship with my appearance;
I am so fat, I am too thin, gross, look at how jiggly your ass is, ew I have such a bony chest, yuck my face is so ugly, I have horrible teeth, wow I have really nice eyes, yuck I look like a boy, god my boobs are so funny, yuck I have horrible feet, my thighs are so cellulite, gross I do not want him to see me naked, wow I look good naked- wish I could send nudes to someone. What the fuck.